Change.

So much in my life has changed over the past two and a half months.  Some of it good, and some of it absolutely horrible.  I lost my mind, lost the love of my life, lost my future that I thought I had all planned out...  I'm horribly depressed and can't be alone.

But through it all, I've found out who my real friends are.  Sure, I have plenty of friends.  But only a select few have really shown that they care.  Those few have actually taken the time to sit and talk to me about how I'm feeling, respond to what I'm saying, give me suggestions, and try to really relate to what I'm feeling.  That's a good thing, right?

I've finally began my career, too.  I started working for AAR. They do the maintenance on Southwest, Delta, and UPS planes.  I'm only starting at $16 dollars an hour, but if I bust my ass like I have been the past few years, I'll move up quick... real damn quick.  Way quicker than my other job.

Which brings me to my next point.  It was real eerie leaving FedEx.  I had only been there for a year and a half, but at one point, I was ready to be there the rest of my life and work on their planes.  Of course, that was a few months ago, before I snapped and my life completely changed.  But, I'm at where I'm at now and I just gotta work through it.  I still feel terrible.  It's crazy how things can change so drastically, and so quickly.  Oh, the places you will go...

I'm cutting my hair, by the way.  This Sunday.  Something like Mac from It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia.  My good buddy Chris and I agreed it was a pretty cool do.  We'll see how I look with something similar.

We'll see.

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